ive been feeling a little confused recently. im not sure if what im thinking is right, or wrong. im not sure if i should be thinking about this. but anyway, im quite thankful that there's someone in school who really cares about how i feel and is always around to cheer me up when im sensing a tinge of unhappiness. thanks d. yet, i still think about it more often than i should. this is a really risky border that im trying very hard to not cross. cause if i do, its going to be disastrous. rationally, i should keep everything as status quo, but there's this tugging in my heart. this tugging that im not sure is going to work out. nevertheless, i keep myself sane, and tell myself to stay focused on my work and nothing else. and d is cute cause she sent pictures of herself to keep me from thinking about things that will not happen and to think about her. haha. loves!