ive been thinking about friendship a lot. i used to think that good friends will always be there, no matter how much effort you put into maintaining the relationship. but i realised i was wrong. i lost a group of really good people because i thought of it that way in the past. friends are there because we lean on each other, and help each other go through difficult times. and true friendship can only be when it goes through trials. i guess that the relationships can only be maintained if everyone puts in similar amount of time, and effort into keeping it alive. which is why im trying my best to stay in contact with the current group of friends. cause i know how bad it gets to lose your best friends, and i dont want that to happen to us.

so i planned a gathering, and i had to fall sick. dang.