sometimes, its not all easy in life. people take you for granted and you get bullied. you get overloaded with all those stuff and youre rarely recognised for they efforts you engaged. you seem to be the only one that can do it and thus, it is you that have to do it. but there're many obstacles in life that one needs to chew on and get it over with. now is the time. now is when we, as freshies, have to chew like crazy. where gum is everywhere and all we can do is chew them off everything. we've not reached the point where we can point people in the face and tell them something is out of what we need to do. but when we do, we can proudly say we worked our way up till that day. so, live, and learn. i tell myself to be grateful for opportunities and look at things in a more positive way. it's always going to be hope for the best, prepare for the worst.