damn drama. haha. i can still feel it now.

last night, i was doing the dishes. and while stacking them up for them to dry, the porcelain container in my hand slipped and dropped onto the tray of plates and bowls. one of the plates smashed into fragments and in the moment of trying to save my porcelain container, my little finger crashed into the broken piece of the plate. then there was blood everywhere. my first instinct was to rinse the blood away so i stuck my hand in the running water. i must have panicked, cause i remember saying sh*t and thinking of being stitched up quite clearly in my mind. mom then came rushing out of her room when she heard the breaking. i recall asking her what to do and she said to stop the bleeding. so i rushed back into the kitchen to grab the tissue. the next thing. bam! i was unconscious and fainted on the kitchen floor. i heard mom shouting at me. vaguely, i must have picked myself up from the floor and sat on the chair. its like a natural thing my body did by itself. i can remember opening my eyes and seeing my vision close in. then i shook my head and it cleared away again. then timo said to drink lots of water cause it substitutes for the blood lost.

today, i went to the doctor and he said its nothing. i probably went into shock after seeing blood gash out of my wound. he did the platelets blood test, like the one i kept having to do the other time. doc says i should be fine. the wound would take long to heal though. its really deep. ): cant bend my little finger now.