i wanna go on a holiday! but after planning so much, arranging schedules, researching on travel and accomodation, he tells me he cannot go. ): so much for all that excitment.

im having lesser and lesser time before school begins. and i know it'll be hectic when it all starts, but going back to school is a nice feeling. it sends a pump of adeneline up my back. thats why i cant understand why people would so desperately want to get out of it. maybe the society reforms people. well, i cant say much, because i've got that little experience in the society before stepping out of it again. haha. but i would very much like to be involved in management again. hopefully i can keep my grades up as intended. i know i shouldnt be demoralising myself, but having companianship with myself for 20 years, its not gonna be easy keeping up. its not cannot be done, its just how much i want it. haha, sounds like split personality. LOLS.