today at dinner, i had this casual talk with mom about what to do after graduation. and if nie still doesnt accept me after re-application and appeal, i shall probably go to a local/private university and pursue my first ambition, pschology. but caiying says that bachelor in psych will not be very useful in our country. i should further it abroad to honors or even more. so right now ive got 3 choices. 1: nie accepts me. i study and become a teacher, long-term. 2: i apply for university and study, also long-term and will most likely end up further studying and working overseas. 3: i find a full time IT-based job locally and work my way around the company/ies for the rest of my life. so i'll be contemplating this decision over what little time i have left during this diploma course. i hope i wont learn to regret the decisions, cause right now, i feel my future's so uncertain.