we had fun cycling\blading today at the beach. everyone was learning to blade, except me. i couldnt and refused to. haha, not until in the evening when i realised i should pick it up. oh well, there're so many things i thought i should learn but didnt in the end. haha. kokann's kite finally managed to experience flight! LOLS.

mommy said i'll get myself a new notebook and pass this old one to daddy. so jiaquan and i went to source it out at harvey norman. im eyeing this acer travelmate 3022 thats a whole 2.2k$. but i love it mans. <3.

this morning, i woke up and told myself. i'll change from today. i'll not be the crying, pitiful, venge-every-single-damn-problem-on-you girlfriend like i used to be. i'll start to be independent, solve problems on my own and always be happy around you. because i want you to share my happy times, not only the sad and upsetting ones. so no matter what happens, i'll hold on to ourselves dearly. and i'll treat everything we're going through an obstacle i'll brave. these will not tear us apart. it'll only bring us closer together and let us understand ourselves more. i will not allow anything to happen to this relationship we've put so much effort into building. i'll hang in there. i love you, and it'll work out. i promise.