today was hurray! cause jiaquan and i watched re-cycle together. it was pretty impromptu because we woke up this morning and decided to catch a movie in the afternoon. kind of thought it would be a fantastic film since chialer, meiying and edric all commented it was good. however, i found it rather boring during some scenes. anyway, it wasnt too bad. after lunch, i went for a manicure which was, as well, impromptu. and jiaquan paid for it la! (: smilies. and since i havent been to town ever since the surgery, he accompanied me to a couple of places. but bah! walking too much still did make my wound hurt. ):

im learning to look at nice things and abandon the unhappiness in our lives. because im seeing you put in effort to help save our almost crumpled relationship, ive given it another chance. but i just want you to know that, even though i did think of letting this all go, im feeling relieved i didnt let it take place. because im very sure if i did, i'll regret not experiencing you alive once again.