im home from the chalet with jiaquan's classmates. and although ive got a couple of mixed emotions, i think i had a pretty good time. the people there werent my topical clique. so i had a bit of difficulty trying to create conversations and small talks. ): i wasnt suppose to stay over, but since they spent an whole hour trying to start fire, we started eating at close to ten. food was quite terrible because of my abstinence from seafood and chicken. jiaquan was thoughtful to buy me dorry fishes so i wouldnt be staring at all those food in vain. ty.

competition in our culture is high, and though weve been so far, my place still stands uncertained. i need you to forgive my inability to be generous in this area. my apologies.