im feeling so blessed with the people i have around me, especially my boyfriend. yes, you mr jiaquan. all because mommy didnt want me to plan myself a party on my 19th birthday because she thought it wasnt neccessary, he did it all for me. and because he knew i would be so happy to see all my darlings and darlest at the littleBIG bbq you had for me, he made them all keep it a secret from me. but maybe bright litle pammy guessed it all along. haha. my buddies were really tight about it. but our mischievious plans to sabotage each other screwed up somewhere along the way. LOLS. okay, the cake was very nice. the girls had them smashed all over my face. oh oh, and if i didnt remember wrongly, xueliang had a big part in pushing that plate into my face. tyvm. haha. ill remember the night, the night where i got tricked by amelia into drinking a whole mouthful of coke-mixed vodka, the night where i cracked the first trick daryl had for me, the night where weili was suppose to get me 5 caratscarrots, the night where janis kept pulling me to the sea, the night where christopher was in green(i always thought he only wore white?) haha.

for every person,
you know i love you.