tonight, i stared into my ceiling. and it got me thinking about some pasts. i remember how he used to smile, genuine and sweet beams. i remember that countenance he possessed. i wish he'd smile like that now. i may not be capable of making that happen. however, i'll try.

i miss you so much, darling. i wish you were here.


some idiot has hacked into my blogger account and deleted my previous post! i couldnt have done it subconciously, i wouldnt. its MY record of MY life and for goodness' sake, GET A LIFE YOURSELF! if you think going around destroying people's records is fun, youre damn wrong. so, PLEASE, GO AWAY AND STAY AWAY.