every night i look at my phone and i pick it up. then i remembered, youre not around. then i smile at myself, laugh at my forgetfulness. sometimes i feel sad or emo, and i feel like telling you, but i realised i cant. times like these are so upsetting. however i know you'll be home soon. but time's passing so slowly, it'll be worse if the festives arnt here.

please come back so very soon.