i realise the efforts you people put in. i know its fustrating. but i cannot deny the fact that many times when we're actually together, there's something missing. something so very crucial. there's a connection lost, and its tough to actually pin it back in place. my circle isnt very huge. but believe me, most of the times when i pick something over you guys, its purely because i have commitments, alot of them. and my priorities wouldnt allow me to set in and enjoy. other times, i believe would occur because we take a different approach in life. my interests may be to the other extremes. and it just doesnt feel right to go ahead with something you dont wish to be part of. not now, not ever. as i post this, i may lose people around me. but i'll also realise whom i can depend on. and these people will be those i can, for a long long time.