i picked up my phone .
i read your message .
i clicked reply .
i typed my reply .
then i checked my reply .
and i flipped my folder down .

so many times today .
i just cant bring myself to send that sms .
because i dont want it to happen again .
every night i wait for your call .
excitedly .
but every night that call ends with me being upset .
and when i hang up .
i realise i dont know why i'm upset .
i dont understand what MINOR problem we bickered about .
its been 5 hours since i hoped my phone would ring and you'd be at the other end .
and i'll just wait and see .
if there's nothing to say , then let it be .
=(