i never wanted you to be upset .
not about you .
not about me as well .
but i get shaken very easily .
so much so even i think i'm annoying .
i'm not frivolous .
i just cant seem to let it go .
and everytime i feel i made a move
; i somehow get pushed back to square .
i know my sensitivity's too high .
i might have gotten upset today .
because i was stressed out .
because i was tired .
because i was listening to sentimentals .
because i knew you were near someone else .
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but when i looked at our pictures .
i saw a happy me .
next to a smiling you .
and i realised i always think too much .
always put situations before you .
always make you upset .
always make myself cry .
and its always got to do with me .

i'm sorry .