i never did think we would come to this situation at such an early stage of our relationship .
its like i'm totally drained .
and i dont know what to talk to you about .
there seems to be no common topic .
as if we're individuals who never crossed paths .
i'm very tired of trying to come up with something to talk about;
only to have you end it so abruptly .
i hope you'll learn to put in some effort to actually converse with me .
that call evry night has become a routine .
not something you want to do
;more of something you have to .
and that upsets me .
you never did know my feelings .
never knew when i was happy\sad .
i think it still comes down to compatibility .
which i refuse to admit we arnt .
but if one day i break down and let it all go .
i'll just have to accept it .